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Hallo everybody!!!

YaY! Iīm glad that you have found my blog! Well Iīm from sweden, and itīs VERY coold here right know, especially here where I live. I not kidding when I say that itīs 1 meter snow here!!!
Now it fanally getīs warmer, but i still wear my big, warm, black jacket. Iīm not the coold type, but Iīm very happy that iīve got my jacket.I fell worried of mine dog, heīs an rotwlier and donīt got so much fur on heīs body. He is not so very fat either, so he canīt get so much heat of that.

What i like to do in the snow is of course to go sleeding! Have I said that Iīm fifteen years old? xD
I like to do snowman as well, but this whole winter thereīs not been the right snow for that. So I am a little disappointed:(



Today (16th) l am going to the movies with my boyfriend!!! We shall go on....Wait, must check out the website first, de name off the movie is sooo weird : The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus!! Mine genre of movie, fantasy!!! And a little plus is that Johnny depp is in it<3
Comments of the film: I really liked the movie! It was so wierd so mine boyfriend didnīt like it as much as i did, l soppose it is because l have a more open mind then him. The next big movie l shall see is "Alice in wonderland" there Johnny also are in. The release in Sweden is in Mars the 5th, canīt wait! WIEEEEE.


Monday today(18th) School after the weekend, itīs hard and tiring, but you haft to do it. Got to know of the teacher that l passed the biologi test. Iīm happy beacuse it was hard, it was about evolution! l like the no-subjects, and itīs good for mine future, if want to be an dentist. And i do! I mean, if l become a dentist i will make lots of money!!!


Friday (22th) Yesterday l was sick, had an stomach ache so l stayed at home. But today līm back to studie math...!(sighs) Math is hard, when you donīt understand it and when you are behinde:(
Donīt know what l shall choose to high school, and itīs drives me crazy!!! Donīt have much time either.
If l become an dentist l must really studie, and be in school for seven years, or l can become an electrician and just be in school for three years and still earn pretty much money. The positive about that itīs no hard math, but you must be pretty good on technology and stuff...And donīt think līm.

The most thing līm afraid of if l choose the high school with the dentist education is to fail on the math, to get F. Then l canīt be something! Itīs terrifying :S :S
Everybody arounds me belives in me, but in the end l know me best, and līm not so sure that l can make it trougth.

The big good thing today (exept the obvious that itīs friday today)
- Is that itīs isnīt soup for lunch today. YAY!!


Today(28th) we got our first national test in swedish... Donīt really know what to think, l canīt se the red line in it, so l soppose itīs just to read and understand every tale. Think itīs about... no, l have no clue.
Yesterday l should played in the city, just lesson and some orkestra, but i didnīt went, beacuse it was snow warning. It snowed alot, l can tale, so now we got MORE SNOW!!! Itīs just getīs harder to go out!! But itīs very beautiful outside, with the frozen trees and the snow on the ground, just as long l donīt get it in my shoe xD



Well, Iīm a girl whoīs got a dog who is herīs best friend. I love him, and donīt belive thatīs iīve actully have him now!
You see, l am from a kind of an big family. līm the big one of them... Not the fat one in it, but the oldes of the children xD So we donīt got so much money left for the dog. But we make it work and l love my little ozzy...Osborne! Or heīs other nickname "little rat"

lt can be hard to be the big sis, because You sometimes must watch the children(in exchange for money of course^^)do the dinner, clean a whole floor and still get a good scores in school. Iīve got lucky who has a wonderful boyfriend who can take my mind off all the hard stuff līm going trough...Teenage! o_0

Well more about me, or have you got enough of me?

Anyways līm a little special, līm always happy and when līm not, l try to be it anyways or Iīm at home, and there l can let myself be less happy. Got the stil "emo" or just "altenative" not so sure but something like that. My dad says goth, but l donīt think that līm so extrem.


Mine favorites artists are this fallowing:

- Marilyn Manson
- Silverstein
- Green day
Alice in videoland
-Nightwish
- The rasmus
- Apocalyptica

-Backyard babies
- Bullet for my valentine
- Deathstars
- Escape the fath
- Evanescene
- Him
- Hoobastank
- Avril Lavrange

So, looks like any familiar music stil? Just gonna say before i forget, the names with this under it self, is bands who comes from Scandinavia<3


A tip from me: Go and look at the bandīs if you havnīt heard of them!

Love my spotify! But like to find some new artists/band...! Itīs so hard for me! At the moment l just found the band Atreyu. Plz help me find some inspiratión, right now l just write down a random word and hope that i can find something intresting.

l canīt listen to Fools garden- lemon tree without smiling!! Itīs soooo good and happy! Not the most rocking song ever, but an happy one xD
check it out and sing along with me!!!!
Lemon tree- lyrics

The big thing at the moment is to try stopp eat sooo much candy! You know it isnīt that good for you. Never had to go to the dentist to fix any hole and i try to keep it like that.
Two of the big things that līm really is afraid of is dentistīs and injections... And if you got an hole in your tooth you have to do the both tings! :o
Now you propably wonder why l want to be an dentist, when līm so afraid of them. But it is because l like to scare people... A little bit. But donīt worry a shall be kind to you if you come to me, but you must propably be an child because l gonna spec. on children. Donīt really wanna be in old peopleīs mouths, but in cildren`s itīs OK.

One song who has really got stuck in my head, is Hobbastank the first of me. Thinks itīs remindes me of me and of the years ahead, makes it a little happier, so here is the lyrics^^

" l must make a choice
a tough decisions
lisened to my voice
should l give in to temptation, admiration.
one leads to myself
the other to someone else
just an emty shell
just an emty shell

Itīs harder then it seems
when your told that all your hopes and dreams
are yours to hold if you just give them whats exepted.
something they can sell
put on upon a shelf
That l am not for sale
l am not for sale

(Ref)
l hear a voice inside, itīs crowing to a scream
l m not the next of them
l am the first of me
cuzz l canīt live the lie
l am just what you see
l not the next of them, l am the first of me

lf l canīt refuse, the price they offer
l m sure to lose and l will suffer
sell my soul to make a profit
all l have to do, itīs make belive its true
itīs something l canīt do
Itīs something l canīt do!

(Ref)
So when the waiting`s gone
this time to face the truth
You know you good enough
Deep inside of you

Youīre finally woken up
If just only to prove
You are born to lead the way
Then be the first of you!
Hehe, yaeh... Need some place to write my essay, so here we go!

Essay

In this essay līm going to write about the invisible world around us. I want to tell you about this, because l fell that people should know about it. How to se it better and how to protect yourself from it.
Most of the creatures will be well- known, and som other maybe you will here about for the first time. I will split them up from the Swedish fariytale creatures and the internationals and maybe end up with some of my own experience.


How to get ready for the other world

If you are afraid of the invisible world and want to protect yourself from it, you have to use salt. The most creatures hates it and it protect you from hellucinos.
An other protecting thing is an twig of oak, rowan and an thorny bush with ha red thread. Red is actually a protecting colour because the creatures hates it and tryes to avoid it as much as they can.
But if you are like me, and want to investigate this invisible world you need a stone linse, to se the creatures. They are often invisible for our eyes. You can find such stones by the rivers or in it.
But sometimes you donīt need thinks to se the world, if you are a ginger you can have a chance to be psychic by nature. Maybe you are brave enough to attract some cretures nearer you, with warm milk you can succeeed with just that. You can keep it in a thermos in a bag. Another tip is to bring a note book to write down your discoveries.


Swedish farytale creatures

In sweden people have belived in cratures like trolls, fariys, changelings and the evil spirit of the water for years! It was when people turned to christianity they didnīt belive as much as before. But still when you are alone in the dark it can feel that you are being watched of something dark and magicall.

Changelings
Of the most things we love the most is our children. Maybe thatīs why creatures as alves and trolls like to steal them from us. These changelings are children from these creatures. When they come to a human family it turn itself to look like a human, but you can recognize them when they refuse to wear shoes, when their skin is green or greyish, got tail and even if they donīt talk so much they talk in riddles when they can. They can also laugh and cries in inappropiate situations.
They eat crazy much! They can eat more then a grow up man, but their favorite food is flowers and raw vegetables.
When they have tired of being with the human family, it tries to flee to the forrest and be togheter with itīs real family again. It can also scen itīs own death. But sometimes the changeling forgetts itīs is a nature creature and stay with the human family.


Fairies
Fairies is the most comment cretures in the invisenble world, itīs got taken as a flower or a exotic insect. If you se a muschroom ring on the ground, you can be pretty sure thatīs it a fairy-ring. The ring apperes when the fairies dance, if you not careful you can be draged into the dance and dance with them forever!


The evil spirit of the water

The water spirit is a naked man who lives in rivers, lakes or seas. He likes to play his violin and to drown people.
There is tre ways the drown people. One is to play wemens lost husbands, another is to learn men to play the violin as good as he did. When the men played the instrument, he couldnīt stop, and the poeple who lisned couldnīt stop dancing. What you could do was to destroy the violin.
The last thing he could trick people to drown, was to transform himself to a horse. He could run away to a farm nad trick children to jump up his back and then run down to the water. He could be vary long as a horse, so he could carry many people on his back.
The only thing to protect yourself from him was to have iron near you.


Bauers troll
The trolls liked to live in places there they could avoid the sun, because the sun maked them into stone. Such places was in the mounteins and under bridges.
Trolls were like revens, they liked all shiny things as gold and silver and thatīs why they nearly always got their own treasures.
When you think of trolls, you se a big, dumb human liked creatures. But no all trolls was that, our own Bauer troll.
They tricked people to think they were a kind cretures who wanted to live in peace with the human. But when they took the humans to their troll hall theyīve should stay their forever or to be the next dinner.


The white lady
The white lady knew when somebody was going to die. She complained and cried about it. Somebody thought that they could cheat death, if they begged her not to cry. They also belived that they could trick death by agnoring her sad song.
But often it didnīt helped, she is not the one who taked you to the other side, she just warned them.



International Creatures

Not all creatures is binding in just one country, they could move and get back. And itīs not so easy to keep an eye of them either. Those l call "international creatures"

Fenix
Fenix is a bird, who could also been called "The fire bird". Itīs a eternal creatures and itīs can only be one fenix in the whole world!
It could live for many centuries, and didnīt needed to ate anything. When it had built itīs nest it could finally getīs itīs rest. But to build the nest was not a easy thing, it needed special material who could be all over the world!
It dies when it burn up itself and nine days after there is an resurrected fenix.



Unicorn

The unicorn is one of the most magical creatures of them all! It could cure almost every sickness.
It looked liked a white deer with a long tail and a strong horn. The unicorn was not to mess with! If it feelt scared it was so strong it could kill a lion.


Dragon
The dragons was the knights worst enemy, and a strong enemy was it!
Thay had to kill the dragons, because it ate their cows, cheeps and pigs so they could starve in the cities.
But there was one more reason to get rid of them. The dragons was hungry creatures and if they didnīt get fulled of the animales they ate the humans!
The last known dragon got killed in 700 centurie of the hand of Garroth the knight.
Part of the dragon had magical effekts on the human.

The blood - If you drinked it, it would do your skin as hard as the knights armor.
The tungue - If you ate this, you was gifted of the talk. No one could defeat you in a word battle or debate.

When the dragons was comment in the world, they was seen in Europe and Asia. The dragons was known to be wise but also sneaky. And in story tales people try to capture a dragon so it could protect the persons treasure. It was a hard jobb, but once you got it no one dared to come closed.


Griphon
The griphon was a blend of the eagle and the lion, one king of the air and the other the king of the animales.
They lived in desirts untill it moved to Europe in the 1200 centurie. It has been evidense that it have been on the earth, but itīs skelliton has been exhange of the dinosouries.
The griphon is an brave and pride creatur, who you can se on many weapon Shieldes. The griphon didnīt have any enemys, but it hated the horse. But it happened that they was together and maked children. That blend was called as the pegasen and it was a sign that love beats everything!


Alves
Alves was a human like creature who was the protector of every forrest. They lived in the forrest, in what could looked like a small hill. But under it lies the big hall who belonged to the alves.
They loved to dance, sing and to play with the humans.
Their clothes changed color as the seasons went by, and also did their skin. In winter they have blue or white clothes, in the spring light green, in summer bright green and yellow and in fall their clothes had orange, red, yellow and brown colors.
They had a monarki and the roler was the queen.


My own expeirens
When l was little l could see ghots, for children aged 1-7 this is very comment. But my dad have this gift also, so l think that l inhavited his gift at that aged.
But now the gift is long gone, and is was maybe just "children sight".
For now the magical thing in my world is to find some evidense of the creatures or maybe even see them in the summer!
I think l just have found a vette in my bedroom.
A vette is an extra hand in the home , and are glad to help. When they help, they want it on their way, so one tip to see that you got one is to look at your bookself. They like to put the books after auther, how good the book are or genre.
This is what has happened in my room this mounth two times!


Summery

The world there these fariy tale creatures live in, is kalled the invisible word, because a human canīt see it with itīs own eyes.
Some of the cretures are more comment then we think, and some of them havenīt been seen for centuries.
You can see the world, if you are a ginger of nature or using a stonelins. There are things that can both protect you and make the creatures want to come nearer you.
- Some warns you like the white lady.
- Some want you for dinner, as the bauer troll.
- And some even want to kill you, like the evil spirit of the water.

There are many creatures, some evil,some good and some even look like us!
You will learn wich is wich in this essey.


(7th may) Heeey all who still think itīs intresting to read the things l do. And if you are a new person and just gone in here, well welcome to my intresting blog.
Its soon will be over with the " you most go in there" school, but l will as everybody else continue my learning, in the school you can se little more down.
But it will be good to have a summer break and just sleep in the garden when you ar taning yourself. Just tre things to go, when itīs na.
- Speaking in math
- A lab in kemastri
- Many, many, many...! Test i spanish!
Sight* itīs lucky its only 5 week left in school...

Yay! Soon there will be the na test in match, do l like it? HELL NO!
Itīs this friday, and when we wore just testing som old test it went to hell, not so many rights you know. So this freaks me out. Someone who can calm me down and say thas all gonna be okej, cuzz l fell that l really needs to hear that.

Yay, Itīs ester break. Know what that means? Yeah! l gonna get diabetes....LOVE SUGAR <3<3<3 So līll probably gonna die this weekend of sugar poisoned or something... So good bye then.
NO, just kidding. MUST SAY A LITTLE THING ABOUT THE PIC. Itīs a pic from last year when me and my boyfriend went on ester walk...Yeah you can call it that, right?
Had a lot of fun, and l hope we do the same this year...Or l will take someone other. But guess, nobody was breve enough!!! So boooooring, but what can you do? You canīt just kidnapp them and force them to go out with you....or???
Mohahahahah!

(17 marsh) YaY, itīs my money day today!!!! totaly have i found 24 kr, and itīs a little money, l just wanna say it and now l have so moving on.
Had take an funny pic with the class, with the theme Las Vegas, and l am really proud over it! me, myself look kind off an russian spy or something, standig next to Elvis xD
Another thinh tahatīs happens in mine life is the NA test in english.... those test you should help me with...Well have done two, so you can help me with the last one, an essay, ok?

Well, Hi again, nothing interesting really happens right now, but many test tough... Math, and So this week, english na test the rest of the other two weeks. So its just test right now.
But one thing have been good, l have gone on Alice in wonderland, Yay!
- It was REALLY good! A really fun movie to go on! My favorite was the ester bunny or ofc the hatmaker(Johnny Depp) The movie was no like the orginal alice in wonderland. Now Alice have come to wonderland by a reason, she will kill the red queenīs pet, an big dragon(kind off)

The school l might be in, in this fall^^

Now līve Fanially scanned into the high school, I hope l did the right choice. Now itīs just to wait for the summer and se if līve got in...
The schoolīs name is "Rudbeck" very swedish as you can se. Is just to work hard in the math and l thing that l actully can do it, but a little support donīt hurt anyone^^
Not long left of this year in school... Donīt know if l should be happy or sad.

positive: I can start over and learn new people, donīt go in the same school as my brother and irritating,cocky 7th graders, and get rid of SO!!!!

Negative: Itīs gets harder, 1 hour to school, be the outsiders in the class :o
So itīs on good and bad, but līm a positive person so l will not think of it untill līm there^^


Fuck!!!
Why does this school have to shout down!?? I really loves this school, itīs so awsome, did the other school get jeaolus of it and make up an evil plan to closed it.
If there was a plan they did it! The school must closed down and it suckes!! So propably l must start in carro instead of rudbeck. Well itīs a good school to, but not as great as Rudbeck.
Oh my heart cries because of this...!




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