| This is where I will post things I've gone through, and what I did to just stay happy.
Just a while ago, my grandpa, who I've always been really close to- I mean really close, I spent the night at his house every Saturday all my life!!- had a bad heartattack. It was really hard, just to picture that very strong man in a hospital bed. And then, of course, my mind got away with me. I pictured him beat up and bloody, when really he wasn't nearly as bad! But I didn't know, so I just kept thinking, thinking about what I would do if I didn't have him anymore. So anyway, through these hard times, of course, I needed something/someone that I could let out my feelings too. I relied on my friends a lot of the time, but they couldn't always be around. Then I tried my parents, but there is just some things you can't say to them either, as a teenager, I'm sure you understand. So finally, I just decided to vent to myself. I got a diary, and wrote all my feelings down in that. A lot of nights I wrote, I found myself crying, or angry, and I realized that it was ok to cry. It was ok to be angry with the world, maybe even for no reason. So, this is one way I made it out of some "Tough Stuff". Hope it helps!