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Life On The Other Side

My first thought was that it was going to be just another Homeroom. All the average, take role, sit next to my friend at the computer, and play computer games or look at pictures of some of the hottest anime characters. Instead our teacher told us to turn off our computers for a very important lesson. Before our eyes on the Smart Board a video about stopping bullying. The one thing that probably went threw everyone head(even my own) was, "Oh whatever! I want to play computer games! No ones gonna listen to this ---- anyway!"
Just like any other day I walked home with all those haunting memories of embarrassing stuff I did. I cringed at remembering when I let my tongue slip during class. Then I couldn't help but trip when I remembered the most saddening memory of them all that week. I was getting off the buss when one of the most annoying boys in my class whispered, "Here comes ugly!!" I thankfully resisted my urge to sock him in the face, for unlike most people in my school I was raised with the belief that it is good to treat people the way you want to be treated.(I personally think I'm the nicest person I know for I never say rude comments about people both in front of them and behind there backs. Even if I really hate them) Then all of a sudden another painful memory comes before me. I was in math when my teacher told me to sit at the table in front because our assignment needs 4 people and that table only had 3. I sat down in the far right corner of the hexagon shaped table. I didn't know that someone was already sitting there. While getting out our papers, he came back and rudely said, "Get up before you stink up my chair." the girl across gasped and said, "_____!"(the name was censored for safety reasons)quickly I announced, "Now that you said that, I'm not moving."
It was the last day of classes. There was still one more day of school but that was just Field Day. There was 1 hour left of school. Thank God, I thought while walking into the classroom to sit down and wait, I'm glad today is the last day of school! No more people hating me. And best of all I only have one more year of school before High School where I can go to a different school and start all over! I have and ace up my sleeve though! Unlike most of these people I'm not going to _______ High School or _______ County Open School I'm going to a different school where all there is, is a bunch of people who don't know me! I zoned back in to the world and got up to sit on the table. I started staring of into space when a girl asked who stinks, her friend whispered very loudly, "It's probably -My name-!" Evan though that comment felt like a bullet to the chest I manged to look back outside the window before they had a change to see that I heard them. I staggered back home at the end of the day and fell into my bed. After a couple years of ridicule by my friend, I rarely cry. Even at times like these.
Now I'm sitting here in front of the computer typing up this hoping people wont judge people for what they look like, smell like, talk like, they're sexuality, or they're gender. I actually thought about killing myself tonight. I hurt more than anyone would ever imagine. the only reason I haven't thought up a plan and/or killed myself is my best friend. She is the only person I've ever met that hasn't made me cry. And I love her. She is truly my soul. I would never ever EVER want to leave her. I know she feels the same because she lived threw the saddest story ever! For my best friend is an orphan. She doesn't have a mom or a dad. Her dad died when he was little and her mother died 2006. It broke my heart to hear her cry like that. I will never leave her and she will never leave me.






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