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Welcome
this is my story
im nalani and i want to tell you
about this guy who saved me, gave me hope,
and reason to keep on living
a reason to start................
( fiction story that i wrote )

Over Again
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Chapter 1
** im in a basment, its cold, im in a puddle of blood, it belongs to a strange woman. she stole me from my family, i dont know what part of the world im in ,but when i find out i wanna go home. i wanna go and see my high school crush, Dustin. I wonder what he's doing, probably thinking about who will replace that slut cassandra. Yet, why am i here? i will make it out alive, but how? Im not going to keep doing what this horrible woman did to me. oh no, here comes that asshole, he has a towel, oh god help me. Please, help me, he's lifting me up in an uncomfterable postition, he knows im going to strugle. Boy do i give him somthing to really think about. the towel has a familiar smell my eyelids are dropping already, he wants to get off, but im not going to let him, not this time. i stuff the towel in his face and i held it there, his hand flys to my neck, im holding my breath so all he's doing is putting pressure on my neck, lord, it hurts but soon his grip will losen soon. There, he's down, out cold. i run up the stairs, out of the first door that i see leading outside. i think i heard gunshots, but the fresh air fills my lungs as i run at top speed down a road towards a welcoming sound of car engines**

( it all started about 3 to 7 weeks ago i was at an ammusement park but before i tell you that part i have to tell you this )
nalani: well i dont think that he's interested in a feline like me ( i was in the lunch room talking to tammy about my crush Dustin. Pretty smile, beautiful body, sweet singing voice, athletic, and a deep voice that has a girl thinking. however, ladies, you know the problem, thats right GIRLFRIEND. now i know you say i dont care but this chick litterally looks like a model. it'll tick me off to talk about her so i wont, any way Dustin is in 3 of my blocks, my P.E. class - 1st block, math - my 3rd block, german - my 4th block. he's in 2nd block with his girlfriend and tammy. and boy does she like to tell me how they were passing notes ALL period. but today the news was different)
tammy: well i think he's looking for a new chick because she tried to pass him a note and he rejected it the first 4 times, finnally he took it and when she read it she busted out saying ' hell no you're breaking up with me? ' and got sent home for the outburst so you have a whole day with him to your self tommorow cuz thats the only period that her friends have with him.
nalani: oh reaally? well i guess i like this newsflash ( we started laughing at a boy a a nearby table he was sticking straws up his nose through his nose piercing on each nostril )
both: what a mess
tammy: aye justin wheres laney? ( laney....mr. laney i should say is a teacher that he beat the shit out of when he went to justin's house trying to hit on kids mum, she had some guys looking when she came in during lunch a month ago to give him a fresh bottle of insulin to give to the nurse after he ate )
justin: tammy ima hurt you if you mention that bastard's name to me again ( he was smiling but his eyes where a peircing blue color )

tammy: mmmmh........okay just checking
nalani: ( laughs ) you are silly
justin and tammy: who
nalani: you!!!!!( points at both of them )
justin: ( muggs me and smilies at me with perfect teeth ) yea okay
oh look at who's coming
( me and tammy turned around in our seats, he was accually telling me to look because it was Dustin, i dont know why tammy turned around, her boyfriend, a good friend of Dustin's was still sitting at their table eating. man that nigga can put it away.
anyway here he came, what really caught my eye was the fact that we were litteraly matching, i had on a cropped nautica shirt that was black with the words in red and i had a red tank top on under it because i cut off one of the sleeves with black bermuda shorts on with red and black jordans. i would have noticed this this morning if he hadn't had a docter's appointment...i dont know why but i stood as soon as he looked my way, he stopped, walked over to me looked me in my eyes softly and kissed my cheek. as he walked away i stood, dumbfounded, and wide-eyed. before he returned to his seat tammy pulled me back into my chair. people started to crowd around me, wanting to keep my smile a secret, i let my plats down and layed my head on my breastbone so they fell down around my face. tammy knew i was smiling, i accually wanted to cry. i was so happy nothing spoiled my day. when i went to my locker after school i found a note from him, it was his phone number.)

(i felt a tap on my shoulder, it was kyra, cassandra's cousin.......so they claim.)
krya: wat that is?
nalani: nothing that concerns you ( i shoved the note in my bra, closed my locker and walked away. i heard girls saying na- just leave her alone it aint worth ten days. another voice say no that bitch didnt. a girl who was nearby said somthing on my behalf )
girl: well if yall nosey ass people would keep your nose in your own damn business you wouldnt get disrespected
other girls: shut up we wasnt talking to you!
girl: im talking to you-
( a punch was landed, people started crowding around her locker, thank you, who ever you are. i'll see you in ten days-.
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i heard a voice call out to me in the skating rink, i was at work. i turn - perparing myself for the worst, its tammy. why didnt i recongize her voice?)
nalani: hey- wats up?
tammy: ( points to the skate rental section, it was Dustin - why is he here?) looky looky
nalani: when did he get here? ( we skated past him as he walked away from the line with skates in hand, i saw him look our way i pretended to not see him at first then i look again and i smiled i mouthed hey and turned to tammy who was pulling on me skating towards the other side of the rink ) well?
tammy: i invited him no one knows he's here its just you and him, and well me and milkshake ( smiles- chesses accually )
nalani: thanks______ tammy ( i rolled my eyes then i smiled back )
see ya!!!! ( i skated off leaving her standing there with a puzzled look on her face, she whispred something to the dj and he played a joint i love to show off to by j-low called get right i didnt pay attention to the fact that Dustin was there i took off my uniform top and i had on a custom made wife beater that was balck and white bars but it had my name on the front and back. then i took off around the rink, spinning, dancing, and singing, pepping up the people there. all of a sudden i feel hands on my waist, it was him )
Dustin: ( whispers ) lead i'll follow
nalani: (i turn and look at him) sure?
Dustin: yea, ( smiles ) go on ( releases me i start to make up a quick routine in my head, he followed my exact moves except the motion of my hips lol ) iight- i like this!!!!! Whoooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!! ( he shot around the rink twice as i stood in the middle laughing and dancing, i didnt pay attention to the gameroom window, not once, there stood cassandra and kyra - and they both saw when he came and kissed me full on the mouth, and then he lowered his head on my shoulder, and slowly moved his mouth to my neck. he kissed it and took in my scent. that's how i got where i was.)
nalani: why'd you do that? ( softly touching the spot he kissed, my hands iced over, my touch turned cold on the warm flesh of my neck )
Dustin: i want to you - i dont want sex - i got enough of cassandra to last me this whole year. ( made a 'yuck' face )
nalani: ( i laughed, i didnt mean to but i did ) wow!!!!!!!!!!!!
for real dustin, why me? i mean, every time somthing good happens to me, i lose something and that good thing leaves or is also taken - i've closed up, the only person who knows me better than me is tammy. and she wont tell anyone anything. ( shushes me with his finger on my lips )
Dustin: dont worry ( kisses my hand slowly while staring at me ) ill wait for you, ( he pushed off backwards and shouted ) ITS ALL FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chapter 2
( after work i was waiting for my dad to come get me, he had got dropped off and didnt tell me that he needed the car so im looking like an idiot coming back in on my 30 minute break, he finnaly called and said i got the car imma come pick you up after work just call me 10 minutes before you ready to leave. irritated and i tired, i just agreed. when i put my stuff up in my locker and i said bye to lalo, it was his turn to close up for the whole week. i walked outside after i called my dad, the next thing i know is that i feel a piercing pinch in my side as i turn around i drop my stuff and the person makes the object shift deeper into my side causing me to throw my head back and cryout. he then grabbs my hair and said to drop the rest of my stuff i tried to slip my phone into my pockect but he saw and jabbed me sharply. i felt my blood gushing out of my side tears trailed down to my ears, )
nalani: who is this? what do you want?
male voice: shut up! who the fuck do you think you are?
what shit are you on? you den fucked up jus know that, and that the only way you're going to survive is to show your true colors
nalani: what? what did i do? what colors?
voice: you're a hoe so start acting like one,
nalani: who the hell are you? ( my voice stoned over from a scared woman to a chilled tone that makes people shiver at the sound ) what the hell are you on?
voice: what? ( he pulled the object out of my side and threw me face down on the cold gravel, then i felt him throwing blows to the back of my head, i heard his knuckles crack by the second blow ) shit!
( he took something and started hiting my back with it im guessing a bat, it hurt so much, i wanted to curl up and cry with all my heart but instead when the oppertunity rose i gathered hidden stregnth, turned painfully yet swiftfully around, grabbed the falling metal bat, and jabbed the end into his nose causing it to break and rest poining to the right and gushing out blood while he fell back covering his nose and yelling threats.

i then felt someone grab my arms, i had a towel placed over my face. i struggled knowing that i shouldnt have, i can only get away when my head is clear yet it wasnt. right before i was out cold i felt a terribly horrid blow hit my gut and stomach at once )
nalani: ooft!!!!
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( my head was hurting and i knew i should have kept silent, i knew i shouldent have moved, and yet again, i failed to follow my head. )
nalani: uhhhhhhh ( i sturred just a little, enough to feel my environment and try to figure out what i was laying on, a cold floor, it was wet - was it water, was it blood, or was it - someones fluids? i smelled a familiar smell to that of my friend lisa's room when her and jason are done boning - its wet, hot sex i smell and it makes me want to choke. i smell other things to - rotten strawberries. dont ask how i know. i just do. then i heard sounds that scared me in a very unpleasent way. voices, male voices. they were headed towards me, and i couldnt do a thing about it. )
voice1: maaan fuck that ima rock tha boat to africa and back.
voice2: shut up rickie - you cant bust both nuts let alone rock someone's boat thats why shayla and katrina both came to me and you never heard from them again,
voice1: yea okay what ever man
voice2: thats what i thought - sit yo puppy lookin ass down, fuck man when that bitch gone wake up? im horny as a mutha - aye lookie lookie wat i den found - ma gots sum nice thigh, and she from cali? na cant be the same broad cee - cee talked about , cant be shiiid id got for tha pussy mii self
rickie: and this choclate skin ( he ran a wet finger down my neck to the middle of my chest with great effort i conceled a scared twitch, i heard a licking sound and he place his wet finger on my lips i couldnt take it my eyes poped open - i opened my jaws revealing metal braces and attempted to bite his finger off. he moved it just in time. )
whoa look whos awake jay-jay.....

Chapter 3
( i stared at the boys that walked towards me, i forced myself to sit up. this action mind you was very painful on account that i was beaten with a bat - a metal bat i should say. however i didnt let my pain show on my face. they eyed me greedily, already contemplating on what they each wanted to do to me. i locked my eyes on the light skined boy - about 18 or 19, long hair * like about to his middle back *, light brown eyes, and a deep voice. - that they all stood behind as he walked foreward towards me, i picked him out as jay-jay. the one he called rickie, the one i was about to bite, was DARK skined but i'd call that cherry chocolate. as he kneeled infront of me his right hand immediately reached for my thigh, i slid my legs behind me before he could touch me. while he looked at me in surprise i shifted my weight and stood up. the boys behind him reguared me with quizical looks. he stood, trying to see wat was behind my cold, locked eyes. )
jay-jay: spicy aren't we? my eyes didnt even faze you? dont forget that your hands are tied.
nalani: oh im working on that ( glared at him ) but trust that when i get the rope off that ill be getting out of here. and theres not a damn thing you can do about it.
jay-jay: such a durty mouth -
nalani: ( i raised my eyebrow, was he serious? this is what im up against to get out of this hell hole? whom ever put me here with these horny bastards has got a whole lot coming once i get out of here ) i wish you'd just attempt to rape me so i can kick you're ass and go home, find out who put me down here and whoop their ass. so as you can see im busy and i need to leave. ( jay-jay charged me into a corner, i hit my head, my brain rattled but i didnt blackout. when i was able to focus i saw that he had an arm on either side of me. )
jay-jay: i came down here to fuck you, and until you're out cold so they can train you - im not leaving ( his voice was shaky and he was starting to sweat, i smiled, softening my eyes as if i took pity on him. i turned around facing the wall when his hands slid off of the wall i slid to his right. i saw his hand shoot foreward and i ducked and swiveled so that i was facing the middle of the room again. when he hit the wall i stood up straight and walked with a slight sway in my hips letting him know that i was mocking his intentions. i looked over my shoulder at him, i peered accually with an eyebrow raised, questioning his next move. a light skined boy stepped from out of the line that the male spectators had formed. he did this to try to create a diversion i knew that jay-jay was going to try and rush me from behind. when i heard his shoes hit the hardwood floor i knew he broke out into a sprint, i ran quickly to the left and turned around to face him as i expected he was right behind me. i knew that i couldnt hold out much longer. eventualy he was going to get ahold of me and in about 10 to 15 minutes later i will be stripped of my innocence by force. then sloppily trained.

( of course these sloppy people would have rotten things that are easy to slip on laying about everywhere, so of course i slip and fall but, i make it so that i dont hit my head although i make jay-jay think that i did. he hovered over me, shaking with excitement as his hands go straight for my belt, as soon as his hands touch the metal buckle my knee immediatley shoots for his groin. he lets out a painful howl and leans to the right curled up into a tight ball, his eyes are red with anger as he watches me stand. i stager a little showing that i used up a fair amount of energy. i glare back at him with equal emotion in my own eyes )
nalani: touch me again and you'll never bust a nut again.
( this caused a tear to run down his face, he never moved after that. **Pathetic** the line started to move towards me and jay-jay. i heard shuffling on the roof so i screamed at the top of my lungs. thats how i got out of that horrid place but this was minor compared to what was going to come.
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( everyone gathered around me when they heard what happened i was put on the news because i was the only one to live through what those idiots had to dish out because females are shot and left to bleed to death after they fucked them. and of course i was the only survivor. i hated the publicity until Dustin came and tried to keep niggas off me, word was around that i'd lost my virginity **lie** everyone knew who was and who wasnt when i announced that i still was they tried twice as hard to pursue me and take it themselves. Dustin almost fought two niggas who was talkin they junk in my face and tried to rape me theirselves thinking that they'd have better luck than jay-jay and in the end their jewels where shattered. so many niggas lined up at my door that 4 of them where cussed out by my dad in the past 3 days. the whole month was hecktic but finally they died down and just kept it at school, 2 of them waited outside the ladies' room after school expecting to catch me and dragg me into the mens' room two feet away. teachers had my back though, all the mean ones. so they tried to ambush me after school. but for some reason Dustin was always there. i never knew until i saw three guys holding their crotch turn around and walk twice as fast away. most times it was irritating, but today, i laughed. My dad likes him, it seemed too perfect, me and him are going to the fair tonite so hey, this might be the man i was waiting for. 'anyone can catch your eye but it takes someone special to catch your heart' it was on a picture of my first crush and his girlfriend, i was envious yes as most females are, but i implanted that in my heart and hopefully now i, like him will be able to say those sweet words.

Chapter 4
( the hours me and him spent together felt like minutes when the real thing happened, it was terriable my heart was broken, and i thought i'd never love again, this is where T.j. came in. he found me, he helped me, he loved me and is still with me now. )
nalani: whoa! ( we just stepped off a roller coaster and i was dissy and he was holind me up so i wouldnt fall ) im seeing double!!! ( i smiled and looked him in the eyes trying to focus but i couldnt for about 2 more minutes. that told me that something was up i never got like that before but i surpressed the thoughts that alarmed me. i shouldnt have )
dustin:are u?
nalani: oh- wait never mind im gud now ( smiles ) come on lets get on that one next ( points to a large green and blue ride that spins you like mad crazy )
dustin: uhhh( looks like he'd puke as soon as he sat on the ride ) i dont think so, lets chill for a sec. ma-
nalani: u okay? ( i reguarded him quizically )
dustin: yea once i sit for a minute, ( he held his stomach and made a face but there was a sparkle in his eye. i raised and eyebrow and he winked at me while showing a small part of his lower abs.) well?

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