Wait before the next chapter here's a sample of the 6th chapter
"why so wierd inside"
Man i've been writing poetry about him all the time.I draw && sing abut him to try to get an understanding of how he really is.
But its continuing on && on.Same repeat,but i try to make a story abou it but i jus give up && b light headed.Its makin my fucqin head hurt,but my heart seperating what am i going to do... [ ? ]
i can't get him out its like a splinter in your hand and you cant get it out its like a bullet in your head and you cant pull it.He got me feeling broken && broken inside that all the pieces 2 my heart is missing but stepped on too.I'll b ok i hope.
Now next chapter...."Trust by Keyshia Cole.. [ ? ]"
if you had a physic feeling that something is going to go bad right then it happened
right before your eyes.
Thats what happened to me,When Marquiz hang out with this gurl name tamra which was my best friend.
But the messed up thing was that my big sis Adriana was still going with him but he started to like Tamra but he started to hate Adriana.It was a big mess up so i send a letter to his locker.&& i told him not to do her like dat i trust him && he hurted her && me so much becuz he is my best friend,my ex and my life && he shudn't make sum1 else as hurt as u r.
But then L83r on they broke up.....but i still don't understand he stil around Tamra...
i thought one day "dude,do u understand why she broke up with you and tamra wrong too,becuz she got a bf too.I mean the world is so crazy.."
So also i had drama in my life too with Alex...so i send a letter in his locker,&& comments on my page meant alot to me too.
i mean love is,its beautiful but its so painful when they don't do what they surpose to do...love you back.